Shock

We took the day and went to spend it at your favorite spot, at the breakwater. You’ve told me it’s a place where you always feel at peace. We ended up spending the entire day there, just talking and laughing. You gave me your camera and asked me to take this picture of you.

But you weren’t able to tell me how deep down you were still suffering. If I’d only known I.. I would have taken you in my arms, like so many times before. You told me it was the one place where you truly felt safe. If I could have taken away even some of the pain you were feeling I would have…

I don’t get it… I just don’t get it at all. What happened? Where are you?